Well, I made it through Saturday…thanks be to God. It was hard, but I did it…and if I sound proud of myself…I admit that I am….Before, when Danny was living, I would never have even tried to make it to work….but now….
Well… now times have changed and I have to put my big girl panties on….not to say I was ever a wuss… :-) It’s just this pain has had me down on my knees, literally… but as long as it will hold off, I believe I can make it.
So what did I do with my two day paycheck??? lol…I went and got groceries…yippee!!! I am clipping grocery coupons now and actually saved over $6.00 by taking the time to use them….I think I may even have enough left to get a little gas for the car too…which is nearly on empty.
My phone bill is due next week, so I pray that the good Lord will let me work again nest week, so I can pay it. My car insurance is due next month, but I will worry about that one later…
This morning, I went and got my sister Dorris and we went to church . The choir sang a song that I liked for me…and the preacher had put me on the prayer list…This truly is my church family, so I am glad that I can go to my church now . You see, after Danny died, I could not sit through a service without crying. It took me over two years, but I am finally able to.
Afterwards we went to see my mama out at the nursing home. She has Alzheimer's, so it is rough sometimes on your spirit to see and hear your mama like that…but today was a good one for her. It seemed like her memory was not quite as bad as usual.
While there I gave her a manicure…and pampered her a little. We took her some cookies and candy and she really loved that! lol (Fortunately she can eat anything she wants.) I found out she loves cow tails…no not real ones! There is a caramel candy named Cow Tails that I took to her today…and she loved them! Yes…I will be taking them again. :-)
You know…I have found time and time again, that if we can just stop and be still…then we can hear God when HE tries to talk to us…and HE will find a way for us…in HIS own time.
GOD BLESS YOU ALL.